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oh my gosh, ur vocabulary is amazing

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one question, what do u do if there are fake friends in ur environment or place u live.

do u still talk to them?

u dont wanna read this

For me personally, i just find it so draining to keep thinking about them, like i just feel confused why are they being like that, is it because im just weak(pretending okay and smiling like an idiot). Or its because my interest is just different to them.

their lifestyle are alcoholic, and i want to not ever touch alcohol as possible as i could,

during 3days after my little baby brother died, due to liver disease, i thought

theres no way im gonna drink alcohol but, my friend this fake friend, kept telling me to drink, altough he was in my house, why would he force me to drink; then i just go inside my room, he followed me and tell my mom and my dad that im his friend, i kept thinking hjis behaviour, i think he really is too much pride and think that he has somuch value because he has so many friends.

i tried to just focus on my career, working on my project and studying, but its so hard to stay focus.

whenever i drink coffee, my face is tighten, it only goes away, if i eat something.

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I love your writing style and content. Please keep publishing!

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i really appreciate this encouragement. I usually publish only when i have something to share that i can't stop thinking about but i'll aim to publish more frequently too :)

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Thank you very much for sharing this! I think I'm in dire need of a vibe check!

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aren't we all <3!

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glad it was insightful <3

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